Trying again!

I think I want to try to blog again...so this is a practice run.  I can't believe June is almost half gone... how is that possible.  I want to get back to eating right and taking off a few pounds before Ty's wedding.  I have don this before... why can't I get started?  Well, I start every week... I just don't finish all that well.  I need to loose close to ten ponds to make me feel like I am at a spot I need to be at.  I actually hate to weigh myself in the morning and feel like conking myself in the head when I see the numbers.  149 yesterday.  NOOOOO.... I will not keep going up.  maybe I will use this as a place to vent about my weight.